So its been 5 years since I wrote in this book of shadows.
My life hasnt been easy and has been full of shadows and changes.
I got my heart broken again around that time I stopped writing and practicing. Part of me died because the person I loved the most was ripped from my life because of my own doings.
I've spent a long time recovering and feeling dead... I'm still recovering but I want to start practicing my faith again... I'm tired of feeling dead. I want life back in my spirit again.
My faith has changed. I've rediscover the Christian path but still believe in many of the earth based religious practices. I will post a blog about this later.
I'm basically a christopagan and witch. I also have undergone alot of changes. I was under the season of maidenhood when I started this book of shadows.
I now have an almost 2 year old daughter and a husband. So I have crossed over to the season of motherhood.
This next stage of life has really changed me. I'm changing and growing in ways I didnt even know I could. My life is not all about me anymore.
The level of selflessness I have come to know tries my patience and I often have failures and melt downs. I am so thankful my husband can help me pick myself back up.
I feel like such a biginner at all of this. Starting a new faith...starting a new blog and basically a whole new life. Anywho. I thought I'd post an update about me. I may be changing my blogs name or starting a new blog under a new account.
However I'm mostly thinking of just revamping the old. It has alot of my stuff already in here that I can reread for my new beginner status.
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